30.4.12

害怕付出

29.4.12

开始把p的标准放在y身上
haha
都是空空的
空的

只好离开
那些惩罚自己的人吗?
天机啊天机
还是投入下去
问内问真
也没有答案
其实不需要

let it be

还是要怀疑 let it be
很杂过后
会怎样?
不想花时间处理人的问题
自私一点
i know it
i know wat to do
i know what they can help me do
指点和指引的
是不一样的
分岔路

清楚的幻想
混浑就没有

what i am seeking ?
pure 单纯
真诚
kind
peace
tat it
tat easy
最内心的那句
要怎样?
well............
paint
on any surface!
in any way
手动就好

要去除毒素!
最毒的先开始
haha
let war!
  相亲 竟不可接近

28.4.12

忘了原来喜欢自由
被自由约束着
灵性的生活
em......
 不断的笑
开心
和喜悦
鱼儿鱼儿啊!
no in love with anyone
but better than that !
do thing that fear u
and u fear
yes!
原来大家都很空
各取所需吧!
互补
em....
 灵性的提升
well

看到成绩了!
谢天谢地
表达障碍解除了
勇气提升了
恐惧征服了
谢天谢地
太美好了!

还是相信!
力量
真的很强大
thanks so much
thanks !
除了
thanks
还是
thanks
i have no idea
it is fucking weird
solve all the problem

太奇怪了!

27.4.12

要证明
不要埋怨
haha
let me be a man
know say no
no only say what i feel
a man
know wat a man should
welcome
gentlemen !
she won't like me one la
only lie me 
ahahahahaha
情绪过于澎湃时
就会失去理智
无形中
愚蠢的行为就会一箩箩
最厉害的人
太厉害了
杀伤力
hahaha
的确可以

not play play pls my friend
well i not fight back now
i know wat is goin on
thanks ur share
but not to input ur theory
which is only suitable urs
太容易受影响了
fuck

26.4.12

犯贱的意思就是
不断犯同样的错误
而且是最白痴低级的
wtf

it just a station only
haha
station!
help!
i dono how to handle my emotion

pls kill me
kill me pls
dono how to face it now!!!

玩笨
haha
the visual is right

haha
that is strongest
the most powerful
wtf is this shit!
leave me alone !
haha
the still

矛盾

真的是
彼此彼此
all i need is you
you are all i need
听到他人求婚的故事
而你却发出
充满幸福感的笑容

我记得!
情绪阿情绪
果然难拿捏
不要是典型的鱼
i hate it!
问题在于我的要求并不清楚!
!嗅觉!
this week 的中心和重心
很明显!
sad story again ?

25.4.12

not in love yet
do love love
do feel love
try to not control
let it flow
float
love in the air
or
love the air full of love
i have no idea wat i doin here
inspiration kills me
too over active mind


summer warm winter
winter cold summer

dream the dream

the girl i dream
i dream the girl
the girl in the dream
the girl make me dream
well
dream the dream

24.4.12

it goin to open and start
or it just another sad story begin
well
i have no idea
too scare to lost
well i know the answer
i know the word and inner sound
i know it
the message is here and obvious
come on!
still waiting that moment
moment
that the moment
y wait !
对我如此重要的她正在画画!
when i can be the one
i am the one
the only one
in this moment!
still havent voice it out
wtf
em.......
wat the fuck in ur mind
wat u r thinkin
!!!!!!!!
有什么可以令你心花怒放?
i don't wan end up like this
i request it
god send it to me
it was so close
so fucking close!
wat the fuck i am doin here ?
i am so moroon so stupid
no balls
fuck!
i goin to regret in the rest of my life
i won't let it happen anymore
i won't
where my balls
tis is a very very good time for me to learn
regret should be gone
learn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and learn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loser should be gone
i know i know
perfect-ism
i am
am i ?

always wan to change my life
always wan something to inspire my life
always wan somebody to love
always wan to be a man
always..................

ever since ..............


pls
GAN CHU FAN ....
pls

u r the best
u know it
u got everything
is time for u to grow
this is best for u now !















23.4.12

what happen ?
there is no connection yet in between
em...
maybe this is the way
maybe not
maybe .......
what am i suppose to do
be myself
or be a fool
wtf
again

22.4.12



i wish to dance like this
ok go!

21.4.12

安全感
缺乏
严重缺乏
更加更加的
害怕失去
点解?点解?

what the fuck is this shit ?
well
i am still learning
at least  i know
i do know
i really know

怎么判断自己有没有真正爱上一个人呢?
当你在想要不要爱时其实还没有爱上。
而当你总在害怕对方离开你时,才算真正爱上。。。
爱情,不是考虑要不要得到,
而是总害怕会失去。

very true.....愛情,令人害怕失去。
feet in the air
head in the sky
what happen to me ?

i was looking for your heart
gone the bells
orange line
on a dream
what a beautiful thing
flowers in the park
oh the dream

你是我最好的迷药!

19.4.12

我给五毛钱,你既然要一块钱!好吧!就给你块二钱!--溅约剩书
wtf
我既然渴望爱情
wtf

17.4.12

现实交给我!?!
男人应当的?!?
am i
is it
time to
承担

battleship 的故事讲的就是战船!
wtf
it not even better than shit !
曾几何时
总希望自己是一个有用的
废柴

16.4.12

good times for a change
good man
turn bad
no more
please please please
once in my life

my big band is coming!


duke ellington - c jam blues

after heroin i am venus in the furs

I've seen christmas lights, reflect in your eyes
First night of your life, curled up on your own
Got to get to you, got to see this through
I got tears, that are scared of the facts

15.4.12

i don't have
have don't
am i
i am
wat don't
wat have
have wat
have don't
i am
am i
don't i
have i

13.4.12

low self esteem

don't think urself
as an ugly person
think of urself
as a beautiful monkey

內心與天性
爱和占有

12.4.12

当我们想要了解这个世界的时候,
我们开始拿周围的人做实验,
我们会问不同的人同样的问题,
或是与不同的人玩相同的游戏,
然后根据他们做出的回答或反应的差异判断这个人是不是我们的同类
思考应对这些自己以外的人的态度。
长大变得很不真实
对不起
我没说
再见

离开星球

当他第一次看见她露面的时候,
完全沉浸在她那美的光彩里,
不禁脱口赞叹说:“你真美呀!”
可是不久,
他对这个如此讨人爱的小东西就看透了。
她有缺点:
爱虚荣、骄傲、疑心重还有点说谎。
由于对花儿完全失望,
小王子离开了他的星球

尖锐矛盾

11.4.12

有一朵花

有一朵花
是那么有主见
总是自己先说话
即使是最普通不过的一朵花
只要对她付出与负责
她就是独一无二的
有一朵花
一朵非常美丽的花
我想
她就把我驯服了

独一无二的花儿

花儿长了四根刺
花儿说她不是草
坏毛病就是
会对本来无关紧要的画看得很认真
苦恼
应该根据她的行为
而不是根据她的话
来判断!
一朵骄傲的花
是不会向人求原谅
也不会让人看到她哭

Benjamin Francis Leftwich



after this song
i decide to get a camera
restart my pictures day again
it been a long time


i am bind and i am high!



love affair
always!

6.4.12

really really feel like cut and run

锯了大半天!
double shot extra choc mocha!
wtf
everyone also own a cafe!
不想睡
想离开这个鬼地方!
以为打了电话后
心情会好一点
的确
一点效都没有
on period
谁也救不了!
音乐是解药还是毒品?
爱上锯声!
handle with grace !
just handle with grace !
一把火给烧了
一滩水给淹了
一堆土给埋了
ghost train
or
last train to wherever

5.4.12

everything is changing!
Help
需要心理医生吗?
的确是对生活环境抱着许汻多多的不满
离开是唯一解决方案?
Maybe

4.4.12

today key words

lanu-beautiful trash
pandora

2.4.12

statement!

kill it pls!

it really really too much !
too much!
too too much!
stop it pls!
wakeup
gan chu fan
buried it to9!

save it for me

if this is last dance!