31.12.09

没情趣

有些事情是可以遺忘的,
有些事情是可以紀念的,
有些事情是可以甘心情願的,
有些事情卻一直無能為力。

29.12.09

count down 2010

倒数倒数
18 号
这期间会发生什么事?
未知
不再愿意听天由命
也不做会后悔的事
掌握幸福是一却
犹如黄河泛滥
一发不可收拾
滔滔江水
绵绵不绝
空白无形的合约
信任诚意付出
this is not a game

.

突然词穷
speechless

十岁生日快乐

十年前一直要离开这里
十年后的今天不想离开
回头看过去自己干了什么东西
不多
向前看自己还可以干什么东西
很多
心态转变很大
想法也不一样
现在所处的状况和十年前所想的
只是以不同的形势方式出现而已
十年后怎么样我不可能懂
十年前的事我也不太记得
我的人生才刚开始!

25.12.09

有时不得不信

The Bottom Line

Sometimes you have to put faith in strangers' kindness. Today is one of those days.
In Detail

Break free from certain peoples' perceptions of your character at this year's holiday party, and use surprise to your advantage. Changing other people's opinions of you may be as easy as dressing differently or saying something surprising. Odd things can still happen to you, even though you may think you're above it all. Things will be different afterward

看雨而愁
















今天决定要不开心,在家不生蛋,只生蘑菇,然后才发霉。
天作美,就是不下雨
没关系,心里积的雨可以下了
落幕的时候才想起这是寂寞的季节
像死物一样被雨淋是种享受
可喜可贺!
雨越下越大,我又想雨停
为什么看东西还是朦的?
原来是我的泪

突然阴天,期待下雨,忧郁整天。





If I should leave you
Try to remember all the good times
Warm days filled with sunshine
And just a little bit of rain

And if you should look back
Try to forget all the bad times
Lonely blue and sad times
And just a little bit of rain

If I should leave you
Try to remember all the good times
Long days filled with sunshine
Just a little bit of rain
Just a little bit of rain
Just a little bit of rain

Uffie - Pop the Glock

listen to your body


当你的身体告诉你说它要休息
就算是要睡上24小时也无所谓
聆听它跟随它
tis is your body tis is your soul

23.12.09

戏后余震

对我来说 好的电影的定义是那种电影结束后,在你脑袋的画面和剧情还挥之不去的,问题不断涌现的,很多为什么为什么的,是让你还不能抽离那电影的世界,就是所谓戏后余震的冲击。好的电影可以让你在短时间内体验并感受一些整辈子都不会经历的东西,有种梦有种催眠的成分。有些电影可以在散场后才让你如梦初醒恍然大悟,有些电影你看了后就马上忘得一干二净,有些甚至可以影响你的价值观。戏里戏外都精彩,看到隐藏的也不错。身为第八艺术的电影是综合了前面七种艺术,除了味觉其他的感官都能感受到,当然也看过可以把味道拍出来的电影但不多。我不是个电影爱好者,只是爱在那封闭的空间里用几小时来让思绪重新洗牌,所以我很挑电影来看但不固执坚持。

晚安 GOOD NIGHT


对于未知与不确定的充满恐惧
当你的投入的情绪
让你起伏波动很大
是件很危险的事
风不在动,草不在动,心在动

this is not a game
要遮阳但不要阴影
要路过或成为永久居民?
管理的好就国富民强
管理不好就民不柳生
何必何苦去喝加药的凉茶
蜂蜜好喝不过化合物更多
action - reaction

见过鬼是不怕黑
踩过屎是不怕臭
跌过倒是不怕痛
会避忌但不逃避
会学到但不重复
会珍惜但不留恋

maybe is time to say goodbye to goodnight
this is a good time to sleep alone again
good night to good night!

19.12.09

BE LONG?belong ?

最后的归属也不会是你, 心是平静。
一个从来都不属于你的突然离开 ,心依然平静。
短暂的交错是不是很错? 心还是很平静。
心动不动?心痛不痛?平静感觉到心跳。
情也不过如此,拿起放下不过是举手之劳。

一天一月一年,十天十月十年
对比于永恒只不过是个点
不知道是什么时候悟到的?
顿悟与渐悟没有不同
慢镜头会很显,静看到的都很慢
越无趣越无趣也无趣

17.12.09

常偷別人句子的人才會懂

就算有人爱恋她, 她也不肯妥协随便就被爱,
但不拒绝爱情

戀愛只是在性慾上承受了詩的表現而已
有诗情,就有画意。
画意: 画画的冲动? 画的意境? 把意识意思画出来?

这是我从未经历的
这是我重未遇过的
Fond but not in love
one day ,
but when ?


完全没了流浪的勇气
今天很暈眩,美丽时光还没到。
幻想每天睡醒第一眼看到的枕边人
请把我套起来当你的抱枕

Nobody wait for anybody

拼贴lu-yi 05年网志幻化而成


16.12.09

想到一个

想到一个地方
那里都是同类
想到一个方法
创造无限可能
想到一个问题
问题就是答案

想一个人
又想到一个人
就是那么一个
一只想二变一

15.12.09

floating color


闭关几天
一盖眼就很多颜色浮出来
还是属于未知状态
原来随性很难
再这样下去迟早发疯
没有投入就没有作品

13.12.09

蒹葭

蒹葭蒼蒼,白露為霜。所謂伊人,在水一方。
溯洄從之,道阻且長;溯游從之,宛在水中央。

蒹葭淒淒,白露未晞。所謂伊人,在水之湄。
溯洄從之,道阻且躋;溯游從之,宛在水中坻。

蒹葭采采,白露未已。所謂伊人,在水之涘。
溯洄從之,道阻且右;溯游從之,宛在水中沚

11.12.09

自救赎慰



Red wine and sleeping pills
Help me get back to your arms
Cheap sex and sad films
Help me get where I belong

I think you're crazy, maybe
I think you're crazy, maybe

Stop sending letters
Letters always get burned
It's not like the movies
They fed us on little white lies

I think you're crazy, maybe
I think you're crazy, maybe

I will see you in the next life


Early version has a second verse:
Beautiful angel
Pulled apart at birth
Limbless and helpless
I can't even recognize you

I think you're crazy, maybe (x6)

I will see you in the next life

today i wakeup and sucking a lemon

闭关前准备了很多材料
睡得好但起得早
睡前醒后脑袋都很清晰
一个字可以有多种意思注解
一句话的意思可以因为语气声调而不同
忘了感觉和所感觉的事物》
是考验又是考验

相信选择的决定是最好最合适的
最合适决定选择相信的是最好的
决定相信的选择是最合适的最好
最好的选择最合适的决定是相信
相信最好的决定是选择最合适的

从此  以后

Thom Yorke-Hearing Damage

i wan the pain
 

A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires

And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes

A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say youre getting better
But you dont feel any better

Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better

You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my

In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes

还是愤青

post 不到the rapture -the house of the jealous lovers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJVYH7CEkB8




还是有passion pit 可以放肆



continue fuck up
最骗人的就是感觉,永远都不要相信它

10.12.09

坚持所相信的 = 固执?

December 9, 2009

The Bottom Line

Your dreams are not as far from reality as you think. Examine them closely.

In Detail

The last thing you need is to be shy or inflexible -- instead, you need to be ready and willing to repeat your stellar performance in case someone needs to see it again. Figuring out the formula for success is an ongoing process for you. Later in the day, you might be stunned to find out that what you consider 'rights' are really 'privileges.' If it's necessary for you to earn them, then that's what you should focus on.

8.12.09

nature anthem

生活简单纯蠢点没什么不好
可以因为一些小事而高兴一整天
也可以天塌了下来也不忧天


I wanna walk up the side of a mountain
I wanna walk down the other side of the mountain
I wanna swim in the river and lie in the sun
I wanna try to be nice to everyone
回忆时间未知
点线面
过去现在未来
直觉知觉概念
三颗树的故事

7.12.09

没什么好怨的

一却靠双手,
速度慢了点。
还想怎么样?
是万万不能,
头没那么大,
无止境欲望。
还想不通吗?
还学不乖吗?
要多失更多。
wtfwtfwtf
什么都是罪。

another

讨厌小鹿斑比
再见be gentle 的草食男
天始终敌不过年
take a deep breath
不得不相信某些注定的东西
可怜可悲又讽刺
负担再多又如何?
在这最好最坏的时代
这最好是最坏的
抽根烟,眨个眼,再洗牌
不同的心理不同的玩法
水有三态

一年前偶然出现的一扇门
敲了听不到声,开了我也不敢走进去
一年后才决定再去explore
不迟,因为这延伸扩展的影响很大
如同陌路也可以很潇洒
不后悔因为都stronger了
可能也还不是时候,who knows ?
嘴知道唇知道口知道



6.12.09

以为,还以为。

闻到血腥

It's A Man's Man's Man's World

This is a man's world, this is a man's world
But it wouldn't be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl

You see, man made the cars to take us over the road
Man made the trains to carry heavy loads
Man made electric light to take us out of the dark
Man made the boat for the water, like Noah made the ark

This is a man's, a man's, a man's world
But it wouldn't be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl

Man thinks about a little baby girls and a baby boys
Man makes then happy 'cause man makes them toys
And after man has made everything, everything he can
You know that man makes money to buy from other man

This is a man's world
But it wouldn't be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl

He's lost in the wilderness
He's lost in bitterness
当摄影师是我的下一步吗?
雕刻?裁剪?烹饪? 混音?
step by step

WHAT HAPPEN IF ?

WHAT HAPPEN IF ? we get close to each other ?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?i get a little bit hungry
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? sex is not enough?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? i take a bite of you?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?i get hunger of love?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? i am smelling your hair?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? i m half way of your elbow?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? suck your lips to finger?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ? nowhere else to go ?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?you and i will get together?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?you and i will get to know each other ?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?real world real word?
WHAT HAPPEN IF ?i wanna bite you , i do .

人类最大的悲剧

对爱与被爱的无能
失去感动与被感动的能力